Sleepless but happy

I have sleepless nights sometimes when im away from you and cant think of anything or one but you. When your asleep and im awake lying next to you i sometime sit up and watch you sleep for hours you may not know this and it may sound a little creepy but i like watching you sleep while thinking about how lucky i am to have you and your love. I cant wait to have another sleepless but happy night next to you because i can do all this over again and watch you sleep. Your so beautiful asleep or awake, well ......... thats what i think about you and tbh i dont care wht anyone else thinks bout it. iloveyouu so much xxx <3

Thanks

Im just saying thanks to all my mates that have been there for me through thick and thin and couldnt of done it without them especially my besties ;) But yeah just to thaks to them and that missing you all right now while im on holiday and hope to meet up with all you at some point when i get back. THANKYOU!

without you

Well....... there isnt really much to say on this matter but what i will say is that with out you i would be either dead or completely fucked up. So thankyou for that i love you soooo much. Abd the other thing is that without you now or if i lost you i would die so please dont ever leave me and keep me close always. So thankyou for everything you have done and will in the future. xxx

so tired of missing you.

Im so tired of missing you i wish that we could spend each and every moment together...... but i know we cant. If only time would pass quicker than it does because every second im away from you my heart starts to ache more and more.when i next see you will be one of my happiest moments in life due to the fact i've be away so long. Im so tired of missing you and I and dream about you all the time. I worry about you so much when were apart that you'll find someone better or you will get hurt or something bad will happen to you. The song 'Vanilla Twilight' by Owl City explains how i feel when im away from you. I cant wait to see you so please time can you hurry up and bring that day to come as quick as it were tomorrow beacuse i want you here and  im so tired of missing you. Rebecca Kristine Hart - I MISS YOUUU!!! :'( xxx <3

Laughter

I love to laugh. Laughter is that other all important emoticon that everyone especially me needs in their life. It gives everyone a feeling of happiness even when there at their lowest. Laughter can always fix things and be used as a medicine and everybody is cured my it. Even if they dont show it. Laughter is irresitble and addictive as me and my best mate have found out. So this ones for you Jack Stone for all those times we have been so happy and had so many fits of laughter.

Found It

I think i've finally found it. Happiness. That i one and only person that makes me so happy i can say i want to settle down and have a family. I just hope they have have found it too. If you've found it you'll know about it because its like being punched it the face only its doesnt hurt its the happiest you will of ever felt. Some people are pesimistic about relationships saying they wont last, but if you truly believe you have found it and you feel deep inside that your happy then dont listen. I didnt. And look what a brilliant life i have right now. I've found it.

Can I Make It?

Can i make it to the end of the road,
with you still by my side.
Can i make it to the end of forever,
with you always at the centre of my life.
Can i make it to 'and they lived,
happily ever after'.
Can i make it?

Can i make it to when i,
make my dream life real.
Can i make it to that one day,
where i can say i have a family.
Can i make it to the scentence,
till death do us part.
Can i make it?

Becca - Iloveyouu <3 xxx